Monday, May 23, 2016

Reflective Journal Entry #1

Description
       The focus of reading and discussion in EDAT 6115 this week was on how children develop cognitively.  It discussed the way Piaget and Vygotsky viewed cognitive development.  Teacher's can better learn how to plan lessons for their students if they think about the factors that influence them in their cognitive development.  Intentional teachers use what they know about development to improve their own teaching and learning.

Analysis
            Slavin (2012) stated, “One of the first requirements of effective teaching is that you need to understand how students think and how they view the world” (p.30).  Effective teachers think about the individualized needs of their students in order to determine how to help them succeed.  Every child thinks differently and has their own schema of background knowledge from their individualized lives.  As an educator we need to keep Piaget and Vygotsky’s theories on cognitive development stages in mind.
            Piaget believed “that a child’s intellect, or cognitive ability, progresses through four distinct stages (Slavin, 2012, p.31).  Each of these stages are characterized by ages ranges, however these are generalizations and children may move through these stages at different rates.  Each range provides major accomplishments that students must meet in order to be successful in the next stage.  In the sensorimotor stage, which ranges from birth to age two, “babies and young children explore the world using their senses and motor skills” (Slavin, 2012, p.33).  In the preoperational stage, which ranges from ages two to seven, “children have greater ability to think about things and can use symbols to mentally represent objects (Massey, 2008). In the concrete operational stage, which ranges from seven to eleven, children “can form concepts, see relationships, and solve problems, but only as long as they involve objects and situations that are familiar (Slavin, 2012, p.36). Lastly in the formal operational stage, age eleven to adulthood, students can have “the ability to deal with potential or hypothetical situations; the form is now separate from the content” (Slavin, 2012, p.37).
            Vygotsky believed in two main ideas. In his first idea, “he proposed that intellectual development can be understood only in terms of the historical and cultural context children experience” (Slavin, 2012, p.41).  His second idea “he believed that development depends on the sign systems that individuals grow up with” (Slavin, 2012, p.41).  Vygotsky thought that development could be linked from other’s input.  Vygotsky believe development occurs through private speech, zone of proximal development, scaffolding, and cooperative learning.
            As long as teacher’s are aware of the cognitive development that students go through, they will be more conscious of how to plan their lessons to help their students learn best.  Understanding the factors that influence cognitive development help us be more intentional teachers. 

Reflection
       After reading this chapter, it really motivated me to better myself as an educator.  I want to make sure I am paying attention to the stages of development my students might be in and consider what they need to be successful.  My goal as a teacher is to help my students learn and grow.  In order to complete this task it is imperative that I am focusing on the way my students will interpret the information best.  I need to be intentional in my teaching and focus on what students know and what they must be able to know by the end of my lesson. I need to have clear learning target goals for my students so they also  know what they should be able to do by the end of the lesson.
       This chapter did confirm for me though that students have individual needs. I teach a workshop modeled classroom.  I meet with students individually for conferences based on their needs. I work in small groups designed from preassessment data and informal observation.  I give my students individualized attention to help them be successful. Also having students goal set to encourage their own motivation about learning is important to me in the classroom for achievement.
       Learning about how children develop cognitively has really opened my mind up to whether or not I am meeting the needs of my students in a fair manner.   Often times trying to prepare students for state mandated testing and expectations forces us to push our students beyond their cognitive abilities. Also, with all of the other expectations finding time to differentiate the needs of every child some times does not fall at the top of the list. After reading this chapter I now realize the importance of truly finding that time. We can not expect students to learn if we do not meet them at a level in which the learning makes sense to them. This looks different at different levels and with different students.
       The biggest question that continued to run through my mind while reading this chapter was how are we expecting students to perform the same on ONE test when students may be at so many different levels of development?  I understand how we must teach them in various ways to ensure individual learning, but what about state mandated assessments?  It just does not seem fair to the students and/or teachers to hold such high expectations for differentiated lessons when all students will in turn be tested the same way at the end of the quarter.  If these psychologist have proven that students develop in different ways, then why are we not testing or grouping them based on their cognitive needs.

References

Slavin, R. E. (2012). Educational psychology: Theory and practice (10th ed.). Boston, MA: Pearson Education.

Massey, C. (2008), Development: PreK-2. In T. L. Good (Ed.), 21st century learning (Vol. 1, pp.73-81). Thousand Oaks, CA: Sage.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Here goes nothing...

So I first made this blog for an elementary writing course I took at UGA. My teacher wanted to show us different ways we could incorporate technology into our classrooms. She would have us write a blog post once a week after we had read the assigned readings. I have kept the blog and now at this point of my life I want to use it for personal use.

My life is going through so many changes right now. Every aspect of my life is changing, for the good and for the bad, and I want to document it so that I can look back in the future. Right now I am in a whirlwind of emotions and I can not seem to calm myself down. After getting off the phone with my dad the other day he advised me to keep a journal or record how I'm feeling right now. To both help me put my feelings on paper and to have and look back on and realize how silly I have been for my worries. My dad is an awesome person to talk to. He can always calm me down and always has me look at the positive aspects of the situation and myself to make me see that things aren't so bad off. He truely is the best man I have ever met.

For most of you reading this you already know that I struggle with a bad case of the "worries" I am the type that always thinks something will go wrong or something will not work out. I try to be positive about everything in life but then I always have my worries in the back of my head that keep holding me back. As a child I really really struggled with this. While it has gotten better and I have overcome a lot of fears I feel like it still lingers on with me. To think of how much my life has changed in the past year, two years, and even four is just so crazy to fathom. I have grown so much as a person especially over this past year. I have allowed myself to be independent and learn that I do not need someone to make myself happy. I need to be happy with myself and trust in myself.

Now after all that background info....the reason I am starting to blog is to track my experiences as a student teacher. My anxiety is raging thinking about tomorrow being the start of my last semester of my undergrad and the beginning of my student teaching. I have an awesome mentor teacher and am so so thankful for her. She taught me so much last semester and I know she will do just the same for me this semester. She always has my best interest at heart and shows me how to do things rather then telling me. She always gives constructive criticism on my lessons and shows me ways I can improve or expand on them. Needless to say though I am so scared. Scared I wont be a good teacher. Scared I will not be able to plan my lessons daily. Scared that I will not know how to keep my classroom orderly. Scared that I will not be able to do things on my own without the help of someone else. I want the best for every child and it just scares me that I hold and am responsible for a portion of their lives. I know so many people in which their teacher made the impact on how they felt about schooling. I do not want to be the teacher that the other teachers talk about and look down on.

 I just feel like I am so young and not old enough to have a "big girl job" It is crazy to think that a year from now I will have my own classroom and my own set of children. I will be looking over my class list and they will know me as Ms. Kruger and not just some 23 year old that is scared to death of what the next year will look like. I have attended a top university in the state and my teachers have done a great job at providing me with a quality education and giving me real life examples of things that can be done in the classroom. I have excelled in my classes and will graduate with honors but yet I just still do not feel prepared. I still question myself on how I will be as an educator. I have wanted to be a teacher for as long as I can remember. It was never a question of what I wanted to be. I have always known hands down that I wanted to be a teacher and that I would be a teacher. But now its passed all of the "What do you want to be when you grow up." I am grown up now and I am here right in front of my door. Now I just need to grasp reality and open that door.

I am hoping after my student teaching process I will feel better and more relaxed on what my life will look like in the next 6 months. Maybe being in the classroom everyday as opposed to two days a week will help me gain more confidence in myself. It's just so crazy to think that my days as a "child" are over. No more little girl, I will soon become an adult with a good job and a house to call a home. I have always just put so much stress on myself to do well and to only do the best that I just do not want to fail at this. The one thing that I have wanted for so long.

Children mean the world to me and I am so excited to build new realtionships with them this semester. I have met so many incredible children along my journey through college being in different classrooms. Each child is special and I want to be the one that helps show them just how special they are.

I'm sorry for rambling on. I promise not all my blogs will be this long. I just wanted to get all my thoughts down and try to sort out some of the jumble going on upstairs in my head. I hope that this blog will be  valuable to me to show myself in 6 months that I am just being crazy and that everything will be ok.

So here goes nothing... Tomorrow morning at 7:15 all my new 5th graders will come into the classroom with smiling faces excited to start their last year in elementary school and I will be prepared with my worries aside so I can give them the best of me that I can. I need to remember that these kidos are probably just as nervous and scared as I am. But it is my job to help them feel calm and safe in the classroom.

Good night everyone :) Hopefully I will fall asleep quick and my nerves wont keep me up any longer!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Didn't realize...

Sorry I thought it was only two twitter responses and not three! Heres my last ones :)

Margots Grandparents Dog Skipper- http://margot3dms.edublogs.org/2011/04/15/skipper/comment-page-1/#comment-225

Fresh and New

Over the past week and a half I have been trying to eat healthier and work out. My roommate Jordan and I have joined Body Plex over on the East side of town. We got a discount due to working at LaFiesta. The owner of Body Plex is a regular at our restaurant and therefore gives all the employess discounts. Every person when first starting off there gets to meet with a personal trainer to go over where they are at and a good goal for the person to achieve by 6 months or 1 year. After meeting with the trainer I realized just how much I had let myself go.

All through high school I was extremely athletic. I ran cross country every fall and played soccer every spring. Come summer time it was time to train for cross country again. There was not a time when I was not working out. I was tone, fit, and in the best shape of my life. Well come college my days of trainning everyday slowly began to dwindle. The stressors of living on my own, being four hours away from home, and my course load made it almost impossible for me to keep up with my scheduled workouts. I also found out that when it is not mandatory to work out, its a lot harder to get yourself out of bed or to decided to take a nap instead of go running.

Well needless to say the pounds have been adding on. While I remain at the same body weight most of my muscle has now turned into fat. People say that muscle weighs more than fat but what they do not realize is that fat takes up 3 times more space in your body. (Hence my steady weight but change in body composition) Most people look at me and think that I am small, but from where I was to where I am now I am not happy for what I have let me body come to.

Going on the second week I have now been eating much healthier! Its so easy with such a complicated schedule to just grab fast food all the time. Now I portion cnotrol myself and make sure to eat every 3 to 4 hours. I do not eat carbs after I work out and make sure that I am drinking plenty of water. I work out with a personal trainer once a week and she plans out my next few works outs for the rest of the week for me to do on my own. I have begun to see results which makes this process so worth the while! I can't wait to see what the next few months will do for me as these past 2 weeks have been so rewarding!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

An interesting day at work...

Walking into work on Sunday was just like any other day that I have worked. I first went to the UGA baseball game with my family earlier that afternoon. UGA won both games. They played a double header verse LSU due to a rain out the day before.

After the game I went into work and my parents came in to eat. I served them as usual and enjoyed the last hour or so with them before they went back home to Kennesaw. After they left I sat around for a minute. We were never that busy at the beginning on the night. Then I got a party table of 8. GREAT table to get as a first table. Starting the night off with a party table only meant good things for the rest of the night. As I got the tables drink order and walked to the back to make the drinks my manager followed me. He told me that I better take good care of that table if I wanted to get a good tip. Of course I always took good care of my table but who could this party of 8 be? I told him I had planned on it, but ask him who they were. "Mama Sid" of course. Mama Sid, that sounded so familiar...but who was she? ahhhh. Then I remembered. Earlier that month I had eaten at Mama Sid's Pizza off of Barnett. I had noticed all of the pictures on the walls, and soon realized why she looked so familiar. Her husband and she traveled all around the world and had placed some real life photographs in her pizza shop. What an honor to serve Mama Sid!

Once Mama Sid had left, I went back to serving my regular tables. The next table that came my way made my night. Maybe even made my week. My heart was seriously touched after this table and I saw just how important community can be in Athens. My next table was a three top. Two of the three were dressed very nice. It looked like Sunday Church attire, however by 6pm it was too late for morning service and too early for night time service. The third of the guest was an Athens Clarke County Police officer. I walked over to the table, bubbly as ever and greeted them. They were very quiet and seemed almost too mellow. I feel dumb now not connecting the two together, but later on I soon realized they had just left the funeral of the police officer who was shot and killed by Jamie Hood. The way I realized it though was a great way. One of my fellow servers came up to me and told me that their table had requested to pay for my table’s bill anonymously. What a great thing to do to show appreciation to the police officer. Especially doing it anonymously. They were not asking for praise or anything, they just wanted to do something nice for a police officer in their community who was going through a tough time. That was a wonderful thing to be done, however it was only the beginning. On top of that table paying for their bill, four other separate tables also tried to pay for their bill. It really showed me how great community can be and how everyone can pull together in hard times.

My final table of the night was not as powerful or moving. But I did get to serve on of the UGA football players and that was really exciting to me!

My Sunday night close shift turned from bad to good in just a matter of three tables! You never know what the day can bring, so always look at things optimistically!